Let Me Be Me

I know Im not what you want me to be,
And I am sorry,
I just want to be the real me,
Even if you dont like it.

Your words make me cry,
Why do you say them,
Sometimes I really do just want to die,
Just go to sleep.

Its not your fault Im sad,
Ive tried to tell you that,
But you just get me so mad,
That I feel like Im dying inside.

I know you care,
Even if you dont show,
I know that Im not fair,
To put you through this.

I dont sleep at night,
I stay up thinking,
Of that little yet serious fight,
How it hurt so bad.

I hope you listen to my thought.
How it hurts me,
Every single time weve thought,
I like who I am.

I want to waer black and be me,
Then Id be happy,
If you could just see,
Behind the black and chains.I dont want you to change,
Just stop judgeing me,
Im not changeing or going to rearange,
So please just stop!

Let me dress in black from head to toe,
Why would you even care,
Im here,right,the blood did not flow,
Just let me be me, please.

This is my last beg from you,
I WANT TO BE WHO I AM,
Im a kid, yes, but I have feelings too,
So consider me for who I am..