R.I.P

~sitting here thinkin bout when we was young playin in tha streets. runnin round wit wife beatas and slippas on not worryin bout who carryin heat.
~"where eva you see one youll find the other" is wat momma used to say if we wasnt in school we was togather all day.
~by the time we was 17 we swore we was grown spending days togather then all night on the phone
~times got rough so momma wanted to leave but instead of followin i told her the streets is where i needed to be
~we moved in togather both workin 9 ta 5s both caught feelins
so we gave it a try
~ after bout 4 mounths we both agreed that we was to close you was like a brother to me
~we both got caught up in tha game promised eachother our friendship would never change
~after all tha drug deals and late nights in tha streets I was tierd wanted to settle down and have a man next to me and up intill then I never knew how much u cared then I thought bout all the times u was there
~ you gave me that look then one thing led to another after we was done u whispered that u wanted me to be your babies mother
~ after a week I walked up and stared at your face knowin in 10 minutes u would be lowered to ur grave
~it only took one bullet straight ta your head ur boy came over and told me you was dead
~as they throw the red flag in your coffin I break down into tears knowin I would be alone after all these years
~I was gonna tell u that night but I guess now will have to do remember when u whispered those words bout me being ur babies mother well I told u I promise ur dream will come tru so I guess I should tell u im gonna name him after u.