Loosing All

Pain
Tears
Screaming
...Hatred...

Why can't we be like we used to be
Why can't we believe
When we say we love thee
Why won't things just be normal again

I miss hugging you
And I miss telling you how much I cared
When you actually believed me
And said you also cared and would always be there

But what happened to all those sweet things?
What happened to the trust
What happened to all the love
And when seeing each other on Saturday was a must

Why?
Why did this have happen
Why did things have to take this road
That as deeper we get it things begin to fasten

Were falling apart
And we both know it
Your lies just keep stabbing my heart
And soon it can't hold on any longer

I need you
And I need "us" back
And I know you do too
But how can it be

When you just can't seem to understand
And can't seem to open your eyes
And see what is happening
How I’m being swallowed and tore by all your lies?

Dian Cardero ©