My Advice

My dear, before I let you live the life that you have chosen to live, I wanted to say goodbye. "I don't want to lead you on" by saying see ya around anymore.

I hope that this girl is the one that you want, and if she is, I hope that it works out for you. Once upon a time, I loved this guy, and I put a lot of effort into trying to make things work and trying to make him happy. Well, it turns out that some other girl was doing my job for me, so I wasted a lot of time. I would hate for that to happen to you.

It also hurts to know that the person I loved couldn't stop being childish. I hope that someday he can grow up to be a man. Then, maybe, he will be worthy of finding love.

For once, I will give up on being stubborn and listen to him. It's time that I let go. I will find someone worthy of my smiles and laughter.

Give it up, Jack. You will never be able to make me smile again. It's too late.

And my advice to a person that is dead to me: don't waste your time thinking of me. I can't promise that I will be thinking about you.

So go back to drinking, get laid, and live the life that you want to live. No one is stopping you now. I don't have time to deal with a childish person who wants to screw with my mind. I am worth more than that. I deserve better.

For the last time, I Love You,
Jill