My best kept Seceret (song draft)

How do I stop the feeling I have been searching for all my life?
What do I do when all I can do is think of you as my wife?
I tried to change and move on like it never happened
But I cant explain what happened and I really cant
take back the the things that I've done
So I
Try to go on thinking of you as just a friend
But I know at the end no matter if I pretend no other girl in this world can contend
I've been broken both inside and out
But I know without a doubt that if I don't tell you I'll end up shouting it out but you gadda know that your...

My best kept secret
nobody will ever know what
Could have been
Although I know it
Should have been
I cant tell them now
because I just don't know how
My best kept secret

Best kept secret

I know that I would never be alright without you
And I
Will follow your light into the darkness of night to the point of never return
Because
I have never felt this way about anyone
why should I let you go
on being

My best kept secret
Nobody will ever know what
Could have been
Although I know it
Should have been
I cant tell them now
because I just don't know how
My best kept secret

I will never regret from the day that we met I knew that my life was set
So put me to the test
I will only give you the very best
for

My best kept secret
Nobody will ever know what
Could have been
Although I know it
Should have been
I cant tell them now
because I just don't know how
My best kept secret

Yeah

My best kept secret
Nobody will ever know what
Could have been
Although I know it
Should have been
I cant tell them now
because I just don't know how
My best kept secret