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            Hi, I am Erika. All my intials are E. so you can call me E, Triple E, E Cubed, or Erika..or Wasted Fake Smiles. Whatever you prefer. I'm in a band called Gangsta Nuts and the Gigantic Wood. lol.  | 
    At times in the night I recall his memories,
Filled with heartbreak and meant-to-be's...
    Goodbye my love. Hello to the pain.
Never again will you say my name...
    Here I am, to state my final sorrow to you.
Here I stand, because I realize we're forever...
    Laying in the darkness. Laying among the dead,
Here I see the shadows, as I lay upon my bed...
    Dear Ryan
I can't believe you're gone, it can't be true...
    You stole my heart and mind from first words,
Instead of seeing bats, I'm seeing birds...
    I am so sorry I hurt you; I wish I could go back,
Time but has no rewind, I have no time machine...
    The first day we talked now seems so long ago,
But it's safe to say you stole my heart from the...
    I don't need you to smile anymore; I can smile on...
I don't need you to feel loved; I'd rather be...
    Over and over again I continue to fall,
Can't seem to move on, I keep giving us my all...
| Life is like the sky. Sometimes clear and sunny, sometimes full of thunderous rage, and often times coudy and grey. | 
| What's the point of being happy, when something will end up happening to make you sad? | 
