damn, damn, damn...what to tell about myself...hmm....how about i write poems about my life, things that happen to me. when ever i get angry sad or just plain depressed(wich i am pretty much all the time) i hate my life and i pretty much lock up all my feelings and when im at school im a prisoner in my own body i were this mask hidding who i truly am...the side of me were i question my own sanity the side that will never heal, never be the same, I bear the scars both phisical and emotional. Hiding both from everyone around me. Well i think thats enough for now....wait i decided to tell you a little more..
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when someone trys to talk to me and i dont not here them they have to shake me to get my attention i am useually just lost in my mind. Thoughts that useually go through my mind when i am questioning my own sanity:1.would anybody miss me if i just disipeared? 2.no one knows..noone will ever know.. 3.hate i hate them so much i just want to break down and cry right here..but i must wait till i am by myself because if anyone found out ppl would look down on me and feel sorry for me, and the few adults that know try to help but just makes it worse. i say that i am fine. but that is a lie....

p.s damn i forgeot....

~MIndy~