Catholicism is bullshit.
Spirituality is not found in prayers in church...

I finally understand how it feels like
To want you terribly...

For today I'll pretend like nothing happened.
Because today is a special day...

My mother tells me I'm an idiot
my father tells me he loves me...

When I think of you...
My mind is a void of emptiness...

When I'm alone I lose myself.
Or do I just find another one of me...

Today is the the day
That I try to let you go...

The passion conspicuous in your eyes
but never there when fixed on me...

His eyes
Pitying me...

Eyes, the supposedly window to your
Soul, the reluctant being within you...