Somehow fooled myself into thinking
Maybe this time it was meant to be...

Last thing I think of
When I got to sleep at night...

Piercing stares and whispers
Giggles behind my back...

And everyday is painful, constantly seems I'm...
Tears pooling in these eyes, this heart is slowly...

Seems no one understands
That I always need you here...

Feeling the tug, a little more forceful every time
How could I have forgotten...my soul's no longer...

Once more pounds are chasing me, making me feel so...
Don't know how much more self loathing I'm able to...

Fought so hard to rid myself of you, but now...
Just can't leave me alone, you're here to inflict...

Darling, you're not going to win
No longer will I play your games...

Stepping fearfully on the scales
Realizing I'm four pounds down...

So...I guess it's harder to let you go than I...
For no matter what I do, you're always whispering...

Yet again you're tying to control my actions
Wanting to control everything that I do...