Relapsed

by aly   Apr 18, 2014


Tonight i relapsed.
tonight i cut again.
tonight i bled again.

i missed the feeling.
i need help.
i need someone.

tonight is the night where i think about killing myself, yet again.
tonight is the night where i can finally cry my tears again while i bleed.
tonight is the night where i cried out for help, almost screamed it and nobody came.

tonight i relapsed.
tonight i cut again.
tonight i bled again.
tonight my demons won.
tonight i've stop eating.

i need help, help me please.

By Aly Tammy Reynolds

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  • 10 years ago

    by Once an Angel

    Tonight was also your victory - because desire all your relapses you are still breathing, you are alive to write of the battle, and your living is it's own declaration that the war is continuing and the demon has not won. I hope you find the courage to reach out for the help you need. This sort of battles are much less successful when fought alone.

    • 10 years ago

      by aly

      Thank you, i love to hear other people's outlook and i have to agree with you about getting help, i'm now getting it and hopefully, fingers crossed, i can be on the road to recovery sooner rather than later, thank you for the comment, hopefully you liked the poem x

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