My Life

The pain is ever increasing,
The amount pills I take is enough to fill oceans
But yet they aren't enough to fill the void
The void of my growing sadness.
I did not ask for this
It is not fair that I just a young child
Should feel like the world is caving in
That the issues with society are all my fault
That I will never see the true beauty of the stars
Because I am too lost in them
Wishing
Searching
Just for some hope or reasons
Anything to make me feel sane.