No way out

I want to let go
I don't know how to
I'm trying to protect her
Yet I need someone to protect me from her

Sacrifice my entire self
She took all my energy
Even my soul
I had nothing left in me

She was all I paid attention to
Who I paid attention to
Everything else was just a blur

I did anything just to be in her presence
As she did everything to stay away
Expecting me to have patience
To give her more time

As I'm breaking inside

I still chose to love her
Even though she's the reason for my broken pieces
I can't let her go

She always on my mind
Even as I sleep
Haunting my dreams
It reminds me of the memories

There's no getting away
Like her soul is connected
Always getting an unusual feeling

trapped as a human being
I ask myself
How do you let go if there's no way out?