So here I am back on this stage,
Letting you guys know my words,
Everything that comes to my head,
I used to be a fallen angel,
One that would fix people,
In hopes that they could fix me,
But I broke myself apart,
Crashing into the real world as a mere mortal,
One that was broken inside,
One no body in society wanted to accept,
Since I had these scars all over me,
Everybody believed that all I did,
Was enjoy the pain of it,
Like a sadist,
Or a man bent on death,
But here I am after disappearing for months,
Telling everyone,
I am alive,
I am broken,
I won't know how to be fixed,
I no longer an angel,
No longer a guardian,
Has that ill feeling in myself,
That feeling I never imagined having,
But it has to.be said,
I don't see a purpose for my life,
All I do is write with my blood,
With my heart on the line,
I will eventually get better
