Sweet Child Of Mine (miscarriage)

Rock-a-by-baby, oh child of mine, the joy that you brought me is forever on my mind. I still don't understand why God needed you more, the pain that I am feeling is deep to my core.

My fragile heart broken like single pane glass, bleeding emotion that never seems to pass. Time only deepens the pain inside, others forget that this pain is mine.

Not like any other, not comparable at all, this journey that started has turned into a fall. Spiraling down, farther to the deep, I am drowning in my tears that I constantly weep.

My fragile heart broken like single pane glass, bleeding emotion that never seems to pass. Time only deepens the pain inside, others forget that this pain is mine.

Don't compare my experience to one you have had, that the pain that you feel is just as bad. Don't think you know what is going through my mind, don't try to understand how I am feeling inside.

My fragile heart broken like single pane glass, bleeding emotion that never seems to pass. Time only deepens the pain inside, others forget that this pain is mine.

They say time heals but what do they know, my heart isn't mending, but this smile I show. I show them the smile that masks the pain, forever my heart has a permanent stain.

My fragile heart broken like single pane glass, bleeding emotion that never seems to pass. Time only deepens the pain inside, others forget that this pain is mine.

Please don't try to pick me apart, my soul shattered breaking my heart. I never asked for you to understand how I am feeling just give me some space so I can begin healing.

My fragile heart broken like single pane glass, bleeding emotion that never seems to pass. Time only deepens the pain inside, others forget that this pain is mine.

I don't know if I will ever be the same, a child I lost, and darkness I gained. Although I am trying to go towards the light, the sadness I feel is blinding my sight.

My fragile heart broken like single pane glass, bleeding emotion that never seems to pass. Time only deepens the pain inside, others forget that this pain is mine.

So day by day is how it will be until I am strong enough to let what happen be. Somedays are numb and some are unforgiving but I am doing my best to keep on living.

My fragile heart broken like single pane glass, bleeding emotion that never seems to pass. Time only deepens the pain inside, others forget that this pain is mine.

Although it may get easier to live with this pain, know that I will never be the same. So rock-a-by-baby, sweet child of mine you will forever be on my mind.