Already Over

It feels like we haven't spoken for years,
as I am hopelessly trying to believe
that you and I are far from dying.

It tears me apart not to see you any more,
an there are so many things I want you to know
that I now fear you will never hear.

Sometimes I wish I could save you from your pain,
so you could then save me.

If I can ever make it up to you
to salvage what we had,
please help me understand what to do,
direct me to the answer, I beg of you.

I fear that this is almost over,
I can feel that you are gone,
but I won't give up until you say it's over.

Saffie
25

17/5/16