Never

People alwayz say
\"You\'re not fat. Quit saying that.\"
But theyd ont see what i do when
i look in the mirror.
I see a fat, ugly, unworthy girl.
All i see is the flubber hanging out over my clothes.
I dont like wearing skirts or shorts cuz im pale and FAT!!!!

No word describes what i see....
just
EWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!
i starve myself some and people say
\"You\'re getting really skinnny\"
but i dont see it.
I try and
Try
to see it and feel confident
but i cant.
I JUST CANT!!!!!!!!!!!!
quit telling me i look fine
CAUSE I DONT....
JUST F*KING STOP
it ok???????

i will never see it