HELP ME!

The lies
the hurt
the feeling
your dirt

the love
and pain
its like a
sort of game

i lay down
and i scream
is it real?
is it a dream?

who knows?
for i do not
am i going insane?
have i lost the plot?

i have lost everything
even you
now im stuck
not knowing what to do.

what the fuk
do i do now
help me love
for i dont know how