I Dont.

Please help me,
please take my heart.
please throw it to the ground,
please tear it apart.

i dont want to live,
i dont want to feel.
i dont want to stay here.
i dont want to heal.

the more i heal,
the more i hurt.
the more i love,
i turn to dirt...

because being here,
is whats killing me.
because there are no real people,
only people you cant see.