Tears never Come

Tears never seem to come
no matter how I try
I feel them start to weld
but still they never come

There's always enough pain
But never enough tears
I can never drink enough
to wash away my fears

I'm close to ending it all
I'm done feeling this way
no one will know I'm gone
to them it's just another day

If even for a moment
you would just pretend to care
I might have felt I'm loved
I might still be here

But demons took me over
they raped my very mind
and even as I write this
I'm running out of time.