This is me

This is who I am
This is what I do
Say what you will about me
I know I can pull thru
I have my ways of dealing
they make not make sense to you
you may call it mutilation
I call it a healing tool
some may call me crazy
I guess that might be true
some may say I need help
thats what Im getting by what I do
you may never want to be around me
I guess there is nothing I can do
cause stopping is not an option
until the pain is thru