Everytime i hear the phone ring
i´m almost afraid to pick it up.
knowing that on the other side of the line
could be your voice saying my name,
and my heart could shatter all over again.
saying goodbye was torture.
i cried all the way home.
seeing the kids crying out my name,
staring out the window with tears running down their cheeks
almost killed me.
thousands of memories race through my mind...
climbing trees on the trail
shaving gianni´s head
partying till dawn
holding bella for the first time
all four of us falling asleep on the hammock
sitting in the middle of the battlefield
they go on and on... countless, priceless, endless.
and i remember every single one.
so if i neglect to answer the telephone,
just know that it isnt because i dont want to.
because i want to more than anything...
i´m just scared of having to say goodbye again,
because my broken little heart,
is out of pieces to break.
i miss you too much.
i love you more than life.
and i cant bear to lose you.
