Some days

I tried so hard to not feel this way
Tellin myself its all gonna be okay
Some days i wake up and im fine
Others, ur a cancer in my heart only its not benign
Slowly and surely this love is killing me
I tell you i can handle it but right thru this lie you see
You see the pain your words have caused
When my love is what u tossed
Aside, like the past nine months was my own dreams
Now what? you found someone more supreme?
Or so u think...funny thing is for you ill be here
ill be here when she breaks ur heart ill wipe ur tears
I wont say the words "i told you so"
Thats what i heard from my best friend puttin me so low

Some days i wake up and im fine
Others, ur a cancer in my heart only its not benign
Slowly from the inside out your love is killing me
I hide my pain so well no one can truly see