It's amazing how u can lose someone so dear to u but have that person around u everyday
well it's possible
someone i love and care about so much was diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease 8 years ago
there isn't a day i miss him
but even though he is still alive he is still dead to me because he isn't the same person i grew up around
there are days when he'll stare at me and not even have a clue who i am
i am like his child
when my father was working him and my grandmother were always with me
they are my other parents
he is living at home with me my dad and my grandmother
but he's a total different person
there isn't a time when i look at him and i want to cry
sometimes i do cry
when i look at him i don't see whats in front of me
i see what was once there
he was such an inspiration to me
he was always there for me
his time will come to an end soon
and it kills me to even admit it
even though i don't want him to suffer
i dint want to lose him
he was the special man in my life
but its been 8 years since he left me
