A mess

I look out the window
and wonder why
how could I ever
be with this guy

he is rude
and cruel
he breaks
my heart
but I know we could
never be apart

he may be
weird and mean too
but he says to me
I always think of you

a tear drop falls
I wipe my cheek
man does love really
stink

I think about it
all the time
as I do
the times he says I love you
pass through my mind
I could never find

a man like him
who laughs and
smiles
he would walk
a thousand miles
to be there when
I am down
or even
when I frown

that is why
I am
depressed
wow my life
is a mess