My freedom...

Slam! I can hear them shut the door.
I can hear them talking..
She isn't going to make it he says..
My mother is in hysterics..
I shiver from the chill of the cool
blood stained clothes that cover me..
I know I shouldn't have done it..
But he pulled the last straw..
He pushed me to my breaking point..
I surrendered to the knife..
One cut lead to another...
and the other and the other...
until finally ..
I did it... I picked it up...
I cocked it back...
and BANG! I had pulled the trigger..
I had no other choice..
I had run out of reasons...
There was no one left to turn to..
Then I hear him scream..
Her heart rates dropping..
Were losing her...
My mother shrieks in horror..
Yet she was there.. right beside me...
I was alone in that ambulance..
I was gone from the world...
Hidden away behind my pain...
As my soul lifted from me... I was finally free.....