Can you hear me screaming

Look in my eyes
can you see the way i feel
you will only hear these words one time
to know the pain was real

i sat at home and i watched your face
photographs that hung on the wall
nightmares in the middle of the night
lying helpless waiting for your call

my tears are falling
around my feet
slowly crashing
in puddles so deep

can you hear me screaming
when it hurts so much
can you see me crying
when I'm dying for your touch

look in my eyes
can you see the pain
do you realize what you've inflicted
always driving me insane

always on my mind
and always in my dreams
i can no longer escape reality
life's not always how it seems

I'm always running in the wrong direction
terrified of finding dreams
and even more of losing memories
not always as easy as it seems

I'm scared of finding truth
while I'm shielded by all these lies
theres nothing worse then the guilt i carry
just look in to my eyes..