I Know It's Hypocritical

As every new day passes
I fight an incredible need to let you in
But there's always those days that
Make me glad I haven't

I know that's horrible to say
And I don't have a good enough excuse
For you, anyway, I don't
All I can say is "I just can't."

I know I never really have
The right thing to say
To make you feel better
I do try tho, I want you to be happy

It's like, we're so different
It's hard to comprehend that
You're actually with me
Sometimes I think I'm dreaming

I don't ever understand
Anything that you say
I don't know why you are
The way that you are

But that's always made things
So interesting for me
I'm never bored - I'm always...
Just completely amazed

You told me once that I "don't even know"
Well, neither do you
I care for you so much and
"You don't even know"

Now THAT is the scary part for me
I don't like getting attached to people
Because I'm always scared that when I do,
They'll leave

So, when I see that maybe
You're not having the best of days,
I want you to know that I'm here
And "ranting" is what a girlfriend is for

...Even tho I KNOW it's hypocritical