I blame myself

I sitt and think why
did you have to go
i know you told me that you
were going to be no more
but i just forgot about it
because i thought it was a lie
I thought you were going to be
like every other guy
But know its almost been
2 years since that day
that you called at told me
that you had loved me
and that you would see me
soon one day
And i blame myself for
not listening to you

*This poem is for my ex boyfriend who died in a car accident*