The Question Mark

I wondered so long
Imagined how it would be
If I was there with you
Or if you were here with me

Feelings so strong
Secrets so deep
Feelings so wrong
I could never speak

You have a girl
But now I'm not sure
If your feelings for her
Are really that pure

It somewhat hurts
To know that you feel nothing for me
But deep down I know
There must be something

We joke like we're family
Talk like we're friends
Suggest like we're dating
I don't ever want it to end

I once needed to know
The way you felt
Now I'm just trying
To live with the cards I've been dealt.