Born to Die

I'm born to die while you,
your free to live.
I'm reduced to the life of popping pills.
You told me you loved me
and when i believed it was true
but as soon as my stomach began to swell
you say to hell with you
I was in a fantasy world
to think you wont leave for another girl.
But after nine months of pain,
a sad little boy with no name,
watching his mother jab niddles
in her vain.
Thinking of her sad past.
Hoping this pain wont last
asking her self,
where she would have gone,
where would she be.....

if she wasnt dying from his HIV