I NEED TO HEAL

I THINK MY HEART IS OFFICIALLY BROKEN
THE SECRETS ARE OUT NO MORE WORDS UNSPOKEN
THIS IS SO HARD TO ADMIT, FEELS LIKE I'M CHOKING

I'VE SPENT MONTHS TRYING TO AVOID THIS
YOU KNOW BLOCKING OUT ALL THE THINGS THAT I MISS
I THOUGHT I HAD THIS ON LOCK , AVOIDING CONVERSATIONS
TRYING NOT TO REMINISCE

THIS PAIN WAS INEVITABLE
IT WAS HER THAT I ALLOWED MYSELF TO LIVE THOUGH
DAMN THE THINGS I PUT MYSELF THRU TO AVOID MEETING YOU AGAIN

PAIN, HEART ACHE, TEARS

MY WORST FEAR!

BUT WE'RE WELL INTO A NEW YEAR! I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE BABY
LOVE JUST DON'T LIVE HERE ANYMORE
AND THOUGH I KNOW IT WILL HURT FOR A WHILE, SETTLING FOR LESS AIN'T MY STYLE AND TRUST GOD HAS WONDERFUL BLESSING IN STORE!

SO ILL BOW GRACEFULLY BEFORE I STAY HERE AND LET YOU DEGRADE, HURT ME AND LEAVE ME TORN!

DAMN ANOTHER WOMEN SCORNED!