YOU BECAME ADDICTIVE
SO OFTEN I TRIED TO QUIT
LYING TO MYSELF, KNOWING THE TRUTH THAT WAS WITHIN
NOW MY BODY IS TIRED
MY SOUL IS WEAKENED AND I'M ALL CRIED OUT
LIKE A DRUG YOU RAN THUR ME DESTROYING ANY AND EVERYTHING INNOCENT IN ME
BUT YOU FELT SO GOOD
THERE'S PAIN IN ALL LOVE RIGHT??
I YEARNED FOR YOU THUR THE NIGHTS
MIDNIGHT SWEATS
MIND AND BODY FIGHTS
I'M TRYING I CRY OUT WITH ALL MY MIGHT
*SPEAKING TO THE LORD*
WHAT IS THIS HOLD SHE HAS ON ME
THIS FEAR I HAVE TO BE..
BE ALONE
WHY AM I AFRAID TO DEAL WITH THE PAIN
AFRAID THAT THE WALLS WILL ALL FALL DOWN ON ME
IS IT ME WHO WONT LET GO
I NEED TO BE STRONG
SO I VOWING TO ATTEND N/A MEETING
PUT DON'T THE PIPE
AND PROCEED WITH MY LIFE
BUT TRUST ILL NEVER FORGET YOU FROM ALL THE MARKING OF ABUSE AND DRUG USE YOU LEFT BEHIND
YOU WERE MY DRUG
