A story poem about a dream

The only way someone could come back from there dreams is tears of life. I cant seem to find my way back to the world, i know but I always felt someone there with me, i didn't know who it was. When i got back to the world i know, with the tears burning in my eyes, make it hard to see. Then i seen you standing there, across the street under the light, the light gleamed into your silvery eyes. I remember seeing the same eyes gleaming at me in the past with a sweet smile. With a touch of life by a kiss. A laughter of encouragement, telling me i can make it. You always hugged me goodnight, telling me i made it through another day with a journey ahead. Now i know this was reality, it wasn't a dream. I was awake. I ran across the street and wanting to feel you right next to me. But then I saw light leading into the darkness, all i remember was seeing you run to my side, screaming my name. "Courtney!" i felt a touch of your hand. I thought i was dead, but I was only half alive,very weak. When i was opening my eyes, before i thought i was alone, but look at everyone in relieve that i was ok. Wry smiles. People standing behind you. You were holding my hand like your hand was a blanket and i was the shaking child. You had a wry smile, hugging me tightly, i put my arms around you tightly. "Thank you,...its all because of you that i am alive to this day." Ben had tears shredding from his eyes. "No...i cant be the one, it was just hope." I looked up weakly but nodded. "Edric, will you please sing that song to me and my fragile heart? Then I must go...." Edric's tears made his eyes shine. He still held my hand while sitting very close to me. He nodded while the hidden tears fell down his cheeks. "I always wanted to go somewhere with my own hands...but when i found you, a song was born, that was engraved into my heart. When the rain falls, our song will play across this land. Who cares if no one understands the lyrics, because its our song not theres. I gave you everything that i could, but now its too late..I---" Edric looked down at me, noticing that i have closed my eyes half way."Courtney...please not now." gripping my hand tighter while I was crying weakly but when the tears reached Edric's hands, they felt like bullets. It began to rain hard. I tilt my head to wards the window while hearing the song from her song but this time it came alive."Edric...I love you with everything that happened with us. The memories will always be cherished. But theres one thing i want to do before leaving the world behind." I got out of bed, tripping slightly along the way. I reached the door with a wry smile. "Edric, please come with me...I want you by my side for the last moment of my life." I reached out my hand to take yours. When we got outside, I looked up at you and starts to sing weakly. "I didn't understand, this should be so easy. To just reach out a hand, nothing as it seems, i can tell you freely. Touching isn't the only way to feel...when the rain falls, its like heaven crying, to maker a difference...tears are the same as the rain, because tears try to make something new. I might be talking crazy, thats what people say...theres happy and sad,maybe its just me. Sadness can make make your next happiness more true," tears fell down my cheek while my eyes were closing. Eric held me tightly while looking down at me."I love you,Courtney. You are something special and no one could ever replace that...."

This was a dream i had once, i don't know if he is my guardian angel but i love him...<3

~@* CourtneyxHolland<3

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