Confussed and saad

Ii FeeL...SoMetiimeSz ii FeeL LiKe a CaN dO the beSzt ii caN && PiicK the iighT ChoiceSz..&& neVer Fail;; EveN iiF ii Faiil OncE . ii NeVer GiivE uP .ii HaVe DreaMSz && WisheSz buT ii neVer Let TheM gOo ..ii KnOe ii HaVent BeeN theRe 4 sUm oF mi LosEr oR beeN a GooD DauthgEr tOo mii ParentSz But NobOdy knOe hOw ii FeeL ..=[..ii FeeL saD..UpsEt && eVen DyiinG iinSide..iiM noT eMo oR goTh Or GirLy Or NothiinG iiN juSt UniquE sOo doNt LabeL me ..My FriiendSz MiighT thiinK iim Crazii BuT iiM noT iiM juSzt TryeD oOf LyfE ThatSz aLL ..ii aLsO kNoe iiM noT the OnLy One wiiTh ProBLeMSz But ii JuSzt caNt staNd DRaMa Or FiightSz Or ProBleMSz..ii aDmiT ii BeeN ThiinKiinG oF KiLLiin MiiseLf && eVeN CutiiNg myseLf ReaL haRd sOo ii wonT suffeR agaiiN buT onE FriiienD maDE me ReaLizeD aLoT !!!!