Beauty From my Pain

Tears of pain and sadness
brokenness deep inside
anger instilled within
spirit filled with sighs
my soul tries crying out
its yells are loud and long
yet still through all this silence
no one can hear my sorrowful song
as I'm falling slowly teary eyed
theres only one thing on my mind
just what exactly will it take
for him to look deep inside
right now lying on the ground
with tears all over my face
i lie thinking and wondering
how can she take my place
the lights go out all around me
not one candle to keep out the night
and as the darkness surrounds me
i know I'm alive but i feel like i died
i hear my slow heartbeat
whispering in my ear
this will not be the last time you love
but let this be your last tear
and even though you hurt me
i now know i will love again
after all i shouldn't even cry
cuz we were just friends
and after all thats happened
i just wanna say thanks
cuz with every tear i shed for you
came beauty from my pain