Why?

Why did I let myself believe
that you and I could be?
Why did I let myself believe
that you could care for me?
Why did you raise my hopes
by giving me that look?
Your eye would twinkle
Your lips would smile
And yet I know
They're just a guile.
Maybe someday
Maybe sometime
You'll realize I loved you.
But by then I'll be
Far away from you,
And you'll never know
Wht you put me through.