Take the Pain Away

Take away my pain
my heart is breaking again
why cant you see
what you did to me
this pain hurts so bad
you told me not to be mad
but how can I forgive you
I just wish that they knew
I wish they knew all the things you said
like about all the times you wished I was dead
when you tell me you I would die
I lock myself in my room and cry
sometimes I wonder what it'd be like if I wasn't around
you be happy if I were dead on the ground
but I'm going to live life till the day I die
just so you would have to cry
you would cry because I'm still alive