My Anger

by Kitten   Mar 9, 2008


I close the window
I shut the door
search for a darkened corner
and then sit on the floor
I close my eyes shut
memories start to pass by
I hug my knees tighter
as I collapse and cry
the most disturbing thoughts
start to seep through my head
I'm tempted to end my life
I crave to join the dead
hope is lost for the very last time
no more will I cope and endure
things are only about to get worse
and of that I'm pretty sure
I pray to God and plead
for my suffering to end fast
I can't bare to live one more day
God let tonight be my last
I laid my hands
on a rusty blade
had fantasies of cutting viciously
and just let insanity invade
as I know that with every cut
a burden shall instantly fade
wanting to bleed
till I blackout
embrace the pain
without a scream or a shout
a voice murmurs in my head
with the break of dawn:
your heart gave up on life
but your will is strong
and your soul wants to go on
my tantrum has let up
but soon it shall be back again
till then my trusted blade
will be ready to slice the vein

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  • 16 years ago

    by KJ

    Very good poem. Everything was perfect starting with the flow. It was on point and not all over the place. Another thing I absolutely loved was the fact that portrayed your emotions very well throughout the whole piece. I think a lot of ppl can relate to this and that's what makes it so real.

    "the most disturbing thoughts
    start to seep through my head
    I'm tempted to end my life
    I crave to join the dead"
    ^^my fav part of the attire =)

    The voice and vocabulary were beautiful.
    Overall, perfectly and beautifully written =)
    5/5

    xxPaSsIoNaTe kIsSeSxx

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