I feel lost...

I feel lost
I can't find my way
I miss you more
Each and every day

I hear many things
Like you're doing better without me
I'm not sure
If I should be sad or happy

I never thought a day like this would come
You being gone
I have to accept it all
Because I was the one to move on

The funny thing is
I never forgot you
I don't think I ever can
No matter what I do

Everything I've done
I now regret
The only thing left
Is for me to accept

If you ever miss me
Don't hesitate to start a conversation
Because I'm already missing you
No more contemplation

I guess I deserve it all
Not having you in my life
I chose to do wrong
Instead of doing right

You are who I have to sacrifice
Now I have to deal with the consequences
This was all my fault
And made myself run out of chances

When the time comes
When you could forgive me
This chair in front of the screen
Is where I will be