Drunkards dreams

The ever so Dark sky is light with one candle
one so damn small it can no longer has the handle
just like my life,
disconected..

I spend my time,
dwelling on my self concouis.. inside
learning my ways of thoughts
the hours pass by:;lots
me just sitting here
sipping on this day old beer..
trying to think of the times where they went; years

carry on the the mascrade.. faking that everything is hunky dory..

yet,that isn't half the story
The scars of life are healed and calloused over..
the memories shall never fade..
everyday.. the same
pain,
broken hearts.. of the person i couldnt be
dont ever.. wish anyone like me..
I could never love you the way you need..
just look at the fake blood i bleed..
translucent and green..

I am nothing.. Pretend
that you never created this sin.

All is numb
I drank the pain away-- some..