She's scared.
she isn't sure what exactly scares her about him.
As she stands there in front of him a million things run through her mind.
If only she could reach out to him, just one more time before he turns to walk away again.
She can see the tears he's holding back now, he always seemed so strong like nothing could effect him.
Not now, now he looks scared and worse yet hurt.
She knows all of this is her fault, she caused all of it to fall apart.
All because she was scared to, Love him,
To let him love her.
because after everything they've been through if she were to lose him. it would kill her.
His words are cold, empty as he says "so this is it."
She's the one who has to walk away this time.
As the tears well up in her eyes, she realizes what she's losing, what she's letting go. She turns around and kisses him, how was she suppose to know that would be the last time they kiss.
