To sarah and james i hope your happy.

What did you expect me to say,
you already knew my answer anyway.
and if i come off as a complete depressed mess,
its cause i am and so very stressed.
i don't want to face the world without the love Ive always wished i had.
i don't want to smile and pretend I'm so glad.
I'm so very alone and so very afraid.
i close my eyes hoping to fade.
unmasked the untrue friends and show me the true.
in a world full of hate treated so cruel.
so next time i see you with a smile on your face,
you'll know you've won
with mine turned in disgrace.