Get the hell over you

Why do i let myself fall so fast

smile as my feelings get torn to shreds trying not to gasp.

i guess i do it to myself trusting in lies to naive to know.

that i forget who i am and let my Gard go.

watching you walk away,

wasn't as hard as seeing her with you today.

but i guess its the way things go.

maybe ill learn maybe ill grow.

but tonight I'm all alone

and I'm feeling so cold.

not knowing what to do.

to get the hell over you.

so today i saw you smile.

consuming her in lies.

and my spirit died Little,

i broke down and cried.

I'm all alone in this struggle

of putting down the blade.

one more cut,

cause you know I'm not ashamed.

but tonight I'm all alone.

and I'm feeling so cold,

not knowing what to do,

to get the hell over you.

your racing through my mind.

i try and block you out so i open my eyes.

why do we even have hearts in the first place,

meant to be broken and dropped and disgraced.

why do things have to hurt so bad?

but i guess ill put the blame on myself and quit being so mad.

cause its easier to put the blame,

on someone so sad.

so tonight I'm all alone

and I'm feeling so cold

not knowing what to do

to get the hell over you.