I *secretly* love you

Have you ever thought of me?
You dont know who I'm
You never notice me
YOu don't see how I need you
Just like the air I breathe.
Your eyes never meet mine.
No matter how i try.
We never counted stars together
We never kissed each other
I didnt watch you when you sleep.
The love I feel is very deep.
You can't see how much i love
how can i tell u?
That I sit every evening
Thinking about nothing but your smile
About ur unbelievable eyes
About the way u talk
and how u make me smile
You even dont see how I blush when you are near.
I wish i could tell u..but i fear
I feel so disgusting
That I cant kiss ur sweet sweet lips
That I cant say what i feel..
But probably I m too ugly for you
I guess this is true.

You dont imagine how it feels to look straight to your eyes and to have only wish fall into your arms
Just give up everything and enjoy every second with you
Unfortunately,my dreams never come truth.

What if I die and you'll never knew how much I loved u?..