Confused

I'm confused, I'm not sure if my life
is going to get better or worse? I mean
everyone says a newborn is a blessing
others say " you've ruined your life,
a child is so much responsibility, you
are not ready for this!" But I know
it will be a lot of responsibility, and
it is not like I am on my own! I have
most of my family, my wonderful
boyfriend who is the father, my
friends, and a lot of people who I
thought never cared, who are all
here for me!
I'm confused on what will happen, I
have so many questions and no
answers. Will I have a prom? Will
I get to live a teenager's life? Will
I get anything I want? I know I
can't think of myself anymore, but
what exactly does that mean?
I understand my life is about to
change hugely but I still don't know
what exactly will happen! Have I ruined
my life or just made it better??
January 14, 2008

*Not a poem exactly just what I feel
I don't exactly feel like this much anymore
I understand things better! but comment this and
let me know what you think!!!