Help me move on

It seems that every time i think about you
i'm dreaming of things that never come true
and every time i see your face in my sleep
i reach for a love i'm unable to keep

i want you so badly to hold me tight
but it will never happen its out of sight
they tell me to forget, but that's the part i dont get
i'll never be able to forget the day we first met

you were walking the road with your friend by your side
i kept driving, i was too nervous to offer a ride
i looked over and saw you and my heart beat got faster
i never knew i would meet you and you'd be my disaster

i met up with a freind whom i've always known
she was always there for me, each day we had grown
we said it was amazing you were in her car that day
and i thought you were gorgeous in every single way

my story is long and its painful to tell
so lets skip forward to the day when things weren't so well
i thought things were fine and i loved you so much
i loved being with you and the thought of your touch

but something went wrong, still not quite sure what
the door open to your heart soon would be shut
i loved you then and i'll love you forever
though it seems like i know i'll be with you never

just wanted to write this and let everyone know
i'm bruised and i'm broken just refusing to show
so all i can ask now is for help moving on
because i've been living with this pain and your torture too long