My last tear fell red

We were the 'it' couple back then
we used to hold each other tight
i loved you more than you'll ever know
but my love came crashing down that night
all you could see was your anger
and my eyes were blurred with tears
you dont believe it but i cried for hours
and all that came was the reality of my fears
i was heartbroken and never saw what would come next
but three days and one phone call later we were done
i still loved you and i couldn't see
that you never really were the one
i spent months full of tears over you
and soon that wasn't enough
i took a blade into my hand
i remember it felt so cold and rough
and as the metal crossed my skin
i found a way to finally forget you
one two three... fifteen times later
it really hit me and i finally knew
a cool wet cloth to catch my pain
as i lay there in my lonely bed
i'm over you now and i haven't cried since
just know, my last tear for you fell red