Living Without A Heart

Living without a heart

I feel the tears streaking my face
I cry harder thinking of my stupidity
I cannot believe I took in all of what he said
For just a moment I actually thought he cared

Now I walk through the halls with a broken heart
My head down not daring to look at anyone
I sit alone keeping to myself
I cry silently wishing that he was different

I look in to those beautiful eyes
My mind seems to wander for a moment
I picture myself happy and in the safety of his arms
I open my eyes and Im back in hell

Every night seems to be the same
I cry myself to sleep wishing for death
I want to wake up and see myself the way I want
I want to be everything he wants in a girl

Now every time I see those eyes
I feel the pain and the tear of my heart
My heart crying to be by his side
My ears hear his beautiful voice calling me everywhere

All I can do is wish him all the happiness in the world
My heart crying day by day to feel his arms around me
I wonder every single day if this pain will ever heal
If I'll ever be able to move on with my life