I lie here bleeding and sore,
Because my heart has been tore,
I wish you could see the inside of me,
Because it's not what you turned it into be.
I lie here alone and cold,
I wish the story would unfold,
I wish it would be told clear,
But instead I lie here in fear.
I can't tell the truth and it's tarring me apart,
But I need to let it out because it's tarring a my heart,
I wish you could see the truth that lies between,
But everyone says this is a part of being a teen.
I hate how you ignore me and act like I'm not there,
I wish you could see your being unfair,
I hate how you act like I'm nothing at all,
And how you just watch me as I fall.
I hate how you shove me aside,
and act like I'm hurting your pride,
I hate how we are always fighting,
And all the ugliness I'm hiding.
I hate how everyone is scared of the facts,
I hate how everyone turns their backs,
I hate the hurt and the pain,
But it all still remands.
I hate how I only have one life,
And how I could take it aways with a knife,
I hate all the memories of you,
And how they are all true.
I hate how I can't run,
I hate how I can't have fun,
I hate how I grew up to fast,
I hate how the emptiness lasts.
So I decide I am done,
I am going to go have fun,
I'm going leave this life behind,
And Start with nothing to find.
I'm going to go to a place where people care,
And coming back home I can't bare,
But I have to because of you,
And I hate that fact too.
