Loaded words and loaded friends,
Are loaded guns to our heads.
The pain that comes and the pain that stays,
Those same exact words in you mind that still plays.
Having fights with your fist,
Is just a reason you hold the knife above your wrist.
Friends that come and friends that go,
Time goes fast and time goes slow.
Anger and madness just fuel the fire,
Your life just keeps spinning like a tire.
Words that hurt and actions the kill,
Nothing will help you with this hole, nothing could fill.
Trying better, and getting worst.
Your parents look at you and get mad first.
Sitting there trying to handle everything in your head,
The same thing keeps coming up, you wish you were dead.
Pain that stays on you forever,
You’re used to the word Never.
Don’t forget all the fun,
The winter, spring and the summer sun.
Those don’t matter is just what’s ahead,
Not wanting to get up in the morning…out of bed.
Your force yourself and still you fail,
Your life progresses slow as a snail.
So what do we do when we’re going nowhere?
Your parents rant and rave your life isn’t fair.
You don’t want to love you don’t want to talk,
You don’t want to run and you don’t want to walk.
You don’t want to see you don’t want hear,
You don’t want to know and you don’t want to fear.
You don’t know what you want today or tomorrow,
You don’t need any sorrow.
Every broken heart tells a story,
Everyday someone gets there glory.
Glory for what? Nothing in fact,
Your ego is gone and your life is attacked.
You don’t know why your still here,
Maybe it’s just that you can’t fight that fear.
